Emotional help needed

I am new to the HCG therapy. I had read some of KT's information about a year ago and was very interested but there really weren't a lot of places (if any) providing this therapy in AZ. Recently, I can across a website for a physician (naturopathic) that provided this tx (follows Dr. Simeon's protocol with a few small adjustments). I am usually pretty skeptical about "diets/lifestyle changes" as I have been on diets since I was 7 (I'm now 38

), was always a super active kid, and not a huge eater... until years later.
I joined up and began injections Friday followed by the 48 hour "clog your arteries diet" which was tough because I have a lap band (have been stalled for a year, after -72lbs, even on 1000 cals/day) and even when loose my stomach has shrunk enough to where it was pretty uncomfortable. Anyway, I find myself already feeling as though I will fail this therapy. I have lost 4 lbs since I first weighed on Sunday (which I know is significant) but I am in the mental mode of "of course I'm going to lose when I'm eating 500 cals/day". I think until I loose at least 10-20 lbs (I still have quit a bit to lose to be healthy). I have followed the diet to the letter(s) but of course it's hard (as everyone knows). Mental hunger is a BEAST. I have 2 jobs and 1 is very fast paced and the other is a desk job (I'm a nurse). The very first day (Mem. day) a facility brought homemade cookies... my very first day on the VLCD... but I stood strong and didn't even look at them.. except about 5 times. Today at my desk job, someone had brought doughnuts and ordered out lunch.. but again I didn't budge and stuck to the plan. Talk about trial by fire.
Sorry this was so long but has anyone else dealt with these feelings and had the success? I also wondered if everyone self-ordering and self-administering is following KT's protocol or what? As you can imagine, continuing with the physician would end up being pretty expensive.
I appreciate anyone's time
Another Newbie... Glam
